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I RECENTLY
VISITED a small, nationalist museum of the Troubles
which contained a variety of exhibits, including bin-lids which
had been banged by women to warn their men of approaching soldiers,
and wooden handicraft on Celtic themes, made by IRA prisoners during
internment in The Maze. In the course of bidding goodbye to the
man who showed me around the exhibits, I shook his hand. This may
not seem like a particularly significant gesture but in the light
of a particular moment during my visit to the museum, it most certainly
was.
At one stage
my host pointed to a black and white photograph of republican prisoners
in a cage in The Maze during the 1970s. He pointed to
his own face in the photo alongside the more famous features of
Bobby Sands. He then pointed out another face in the picture and
alluded to the fact that that particular IRA man had died in a premature
bomb explosion, shortly after his release from jail. My heart missed
a beat as I remembered the very incident to which he was referring
a republican bomb-blast, in which one of my students had
been blown up, as well as the man who had been carrying the device.
During the
ten minutes that elapsed between seeing this photograph and completing
my visit to the museum, I feverishly pondered the dilemma that I
found myself in. Here I was, as a guest who had received excellent
hospitality on the premises where the museum was housed. I was also
someone who believed strongly in the importance of reconciliation
in the society of which I was a citizen. Moreover I knew enough
of the realities of global politics to recognise that I was, as
a voter and tax-paying British citizen, complicit in the international
arms trade and the maintenance of a British nuclear arsenal. I too
was therefore involved, albeit at a distance, in the manufacture,
use and threat of violence.
Yet there seemed
to be something wrong about shaking hands with my ex-prisoner acquaintance.
My disquiet was all about the people I knew who had been harmed
by the IRA. Personally I had never suffered at their hands but I
knew many people who had. There was a neighbouring family from my
boyhood who had lost their father in the horrors of the Oxford Street
bomb on Bloody Friday in 1972. There was the son of a friend of
my fathers who had been shot down for wearing an RUC uniform,
in a sleepy County Down town in the 1980s. There was a close friend
of my aunts who had been killed in his shop doorway, as a
member of the UDR. Would shaking hands with the exprisoner who was
my guide be an act of betrayal of their trust - a selfindulgent
piece of reconciliation that I had no right to offer,
as someone who had not really suffered?
It is in the
midst of such difficult circumstances that we are called as Christians
to be what St Paul referred to as ambassadors for Christ,
helping in the process in which God reconciles the world to
himself. Shouldnt we, as believers, shake hands with
the ex-soldiers of our little war, no matter how difficult it proves
to be and no matter how open it leaves us to criticism by those
who were most damaged by that war and who still cannot bring themselves
to forgive those who did them grievous harm?
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